Lyrics
I'll Seek You First
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Lyrics
I’ll Seek You First
The room is dark, my phone lights up the ceiling
Another night I can’t slow down
I keep rehearsing all the worst-case endings
Like I need them figured out
I’ve been carrying tomorrow on my shoulders
Like it’s mine to save or lose
But every time I try to hold it together
I just feel how little I can do
I don’t know how to stop the spiraling
I don’t know how to make it through
But every time I reach the bottom
I still reach for You
So I’ll seek You first
When I’m tired of the fight
When my faith feels fragile
In the middle of the night
I’ll seek You first
When I don’t know what I need
I won’t worry ’bout tomorrow
You already know what I need
I compare my life to everybody else
Like I’m always falling behind
You dress the fields without a second thought
Still I’m scared You’ll forget mine
Why do I act like love is something
I have to earn to stay alive
If You can hold the weight of heaven
Maybe You can handle mine
I don’t need a perfect answer
I don’t need to see the way
I just need to know I’m not alone
When everything feels gray
So I’ll seek You first
When the silence screams
When my prayers feel empty
And my heart feels weak
I’ll seek You first
When the night won’t leave
I won’t worry ’bout tomorrow
You already know what I need
I let go of the illusion
That I’m ever in control
If You’re steady in the chaos
I don’t have to hold it all
All these things I thought would save me
Never stayed when I was low
If I lose the world around me
I still know where I can go
So I’ll seek You first
Even when I’m numb
If the light feels distant
You’re still where I’m from
I’ll seek You first
Every doubt, every plea
I won’t worry ’bout tomorrow
You already know what I need
You already know
What I need